hojas_secas @ 2006-11-05T01: 58:00
I lack confidence, confidence in myself, I have to be more decisive, I think too much nonsense, I have fear of many things I am foolishly unstable. Sometimes I'm really stupid. Sometimes they come back into my life the ghosts of the past.
I'm not happy. And I admit it. I do not like hypocrisy. I can not stop being me. I have trouble lying. I can not pretend I'm in a different way to how I really feel. My moods control my life. Lately my life is a jigsaw. I tend to obsess about things that are not worth it (and I can not help it). I hate to be compared with others. I am terribly anxious. I do not like losing. I would smile a little more. I'm not a typical person my age. And sometimes it would be. But on reflection, I think it would be so good. I have almost no free time. And when I have only sleep. There are thousands of edges that complicate my life ...
